| church and ministryWhat Happened to Brownsville's Fire?By J. Lee GradyCharisma Magazine
 
 CBN.com  What happened to Brownsville's fire? The Florida church that hosted the Brownsville Revival has dwindled to a few hundred people. Did it have to end this way? I’ll never forget  my first trip to Brownsville Assembly of God. It was 1995, the year an unusual  spiritual eruption occurred at the nondescript Pentecostal church in Pensacola, Fla.  The rumor was that  God had visited the quiet Southern town. I came not only as a reporter, but also  as a hungry seeker. In the early days  of the revival, the faithful came by bus, car and airplane from all over the  world. Eager worshipers waited for hours in the sweltering humidity to get a  seat for 7 p.m. services that often lasted past midnight. When evangelist Steve  Hill finished his nightly sermons—in which he demanded repentance from  spiritual compromise—the majority of people in the auditorium would run to the  front of the church and bury their faces in the floor. “The Holy Spirit is easily quenched by pride, greed, selfish  religious agendas, and broken relationships. ” Wailing was  commonly heard during those meetings. Some people shook under the weight of  conviction. It did not matter if you were a drug addict needing conversion or a  pastor living in secret sin—everyone found forgiveness, and an unusual sense of  refreshing in that holy place. My life was changed  there. I wept in the carpet, and repented for my journalistic cynicism. One  night, in the midst of all the pandemonium near the stage, I ran over to where  Hill was praying. He grabbed my head and screamed, “Fire! Fire! More, Lord!” I  was one of the thousands who fell backward on that floor. I was not pretending.  I felt as if God had placed a heavy blanket of His presence on top of me. I don’t question whether  the Holy Spirit was in that place. But today, more than 10 years after the  Pensacola Outpouring occurred, I am asking other questions.  I am wondering why  the church that hosted hundreds of thousands of visitors has shrunk to a few  hundred members, and now owes millions of dollars for a building they can’t  fill. I am struggling to understand why so many people who once were part of  the Brownsville  church now feel hurt and betrayed. I am wondering if the leaders of this  movement mishandled the anointing of God’s presence like Uzzah did when the ark  of God almost toppled on the ground (see 2 Sam. 6:6-8). History shows us  that revival is always risky. The devil opposes it, and carnal flesh gets in  the way of it. The Holy Spirit is easily quenched by pride, greed, selfish  religious agendas, and broken relationships. I can’t be the  judge of what brought Brownsville’s  demise. But we must face the facts and learn some lessons, or we will repeat  the scenario next time. It is no secret  that relationships among various leaders at the Brownsville church were strained to the  breaking point. Michael Brown, once the leader of the Brownsville Revival  School of Ministry (BRSM), was fired in 2000 and then started his own training  center that he eventually moved to North    Carolina.  BRSM in its heyday  had an enrollment of 1,200 students. That number shrank to 120 this year. This  week the church announced that the ministry school will relocate to Louisiana, where it will  be directed by revivalist Tommy Tenney. “One of the lasting  legacies of the Brownsville  revival is the school,” Tenney told me in an interview this week, noting that  graduates are doing missionary work in 122 countries. One alumnus, in fact, was  instrumental in discovering an unevangelized people group in Indonesia. That is thrilling  news. But my heart is still grieved that the church where this marvelous  outpouring occurred is now a burned-out shell.  The pastor of the  church during the revival, John Kilpatrick, resigned in 2003 and told  parishioners he planned to remain at the church in an apostolic role.  Kilpatrick installed Randy Feldschau as the new pastor, then this year  Kilpatrick shocked the congregation by starting a new church in Daphne, Ala.,  50 miles west of Pensacola. Feldschau resigned  a few months ago and moved to Texas, and Brownsville’s attendance  has dipped below 400. One former staff member told me that a large group of Brownsville members now  attend a local Southern Baptist church in the city, while many others don’t go  anywhere. “People have been  leaving for three or four years,” the pastor told me. “Some are not in church  at all, including some who were on staff. I don’t know anyone who has not been  hurt.” At one point during  the heyday of the movement, Korean pastor David Yonggi Cho announced from Brownsville’s pulpit that  the revival “would last until Jesus comes.” Certainly the fruit of this revival  will remain that long. But for those in Pensacola  who were swept up in the ecstasy of those early years, and then endured splits,  resignations, debts, and disappointments, the word “revival” now has a hollow  ring to it. Still, my heart  cries: “Lord, do it again.” Next time He does, I pray we will carry the ark the  way God intended—and keep our hands off of it. More Church and Ministry on Spiritual Life More from Spiritual Life           J. Lee   Grady is the editor of Charisma and an award-winning journalist. More from Charisma Magazine More from Strang Communications   Reprinted with permission   from Charisma Online. Copyright Strang Communications Co., USA.   All rights reserved. www.charismamag.com 
 
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